I'm tired of worrying. I'm going to work really hard not to do it anymore. I'm going to practice letting go and letting God. I'm going to live in the present.

Today Venita came and washed the floors, bathrooms and vacuumed. The house smells all lemony now. It's nice. She is a sweet person.

Weather is getting hot and humid now. It's definitely July.

Wonder how Mom will do with the visit to the Fleischmanns? I really wish that they were coming here and that we didn't have to drive to meet them. But Mom really wants to see them so I will do it for her.