A sent me pictures from her prom. This one is my favorite. I had a meltdown tonight. Mom had an accident so I suggested that she get in the shower and clean off. I must have been extra tired or something or maybe it was from gagging on the smell. I don't know. I just started crying and I couldn't stop. Which upset Mom. I try so hard not to make her feel guilty or bad about the accidents and this didn't help. UGH!

After being told that they wanted a person with strong project management skills for the open position, they went and hired someone who is not, but technically this person is good. I just have to stop caring so much and just go in and do the best job that I can do and leave everything at the door when I leave at 4:00 PM every day. I feel like I'm being punished for being sick but I'll try to convince myself that they have my best interests in mind. Even though that is so hard to do.